HELLO EVERYONE :)

just got home from my aunty hse. this yr is a super unlucky yr for me. so i shall not gamble, or mayb try to gamble lesser bahs. now gng to rush my oral com thin. have to send to shar by today. so i stop here bahs. bye ppl, hope you guys enjoy ur new yr ! :)

a picture tells a thousand word

mayb its time to....

HELLO EVERYONE :)

today is a very tiring day. slept at 6 plus last night, den duno wad time woke up today to do hse chores. didnt stop at all, until somethin happen. my brother and i decided to stop doin hse chores and we went out to shop for new year stuff. nvr find any top but bought a sandal and a skirt. hehes. tmr will be another long day, cos my hse chores is not done yet :( and my speech too !!!

when the incident, im so scared. and you are the first person that i think about. wanted to contact you, but somehow i think that you will be too busy to reply. im sick and tired of waiting msges that will take hours to reply or msges that sometimes nvr even come .

i hate msging 3 type of people:

1. people who alway say that they are free when they are not. cos they will alway take hours to reply one msg

2. people who will only reply msges with one or two words like 'ok', 'k' or ' oh, okay'

3. always msg at the wrong timing, but when its the right timing, nth comes from you.

HELLO EVERYONE :)

today is a tiring day. skip school today, cos i tnk its totally useless to go school. the tutor cant teach at all, and i dun understand what the lecturer talking bout. so decided to skip school. met shar for project for bout 2.30. cos my internet is down , so have to go back to school and use internet. but my lappy oso cannt connect internet, no idea why.anyway, went to shar hse to cotinue wth my project plus anime. finally found my naruto !!!! so happy :) so slack there till bout 10.30 :)

went for supper after that. den rush home to do hse chores !! and im not allow to go out these few days cos of the new yr. damn sad lor. have been started doin since 12am to 2.15 am !!! like WTH !! the worst thin is , tmr morning have to wake up at 9 to continue part 2. so now, i have to faster finish my project den can slp liaos.

everytime when msg comes in

i alway hope that it will be you

bu someone, you will nvr be the one

i'm always like an idiot, waiting for ur msg

but in the end

im still the one who taking the initative first

i hate that !

and i'm going to change, changing into someone i used to be

but still, i miss you :)

HELLO EVERYONE :)

finally, all my presentation for this week has come to an end. left sharepoint and oral com. but still, it will be super bored lor. ytd was my POM presentation and today is econs. gng to do some research for my oral presentation cos its next wed, and yes, its the thrid day of new yr yet i have to do presentation. damn bored lor. hmmmm. stopping here to continue my research. mot importantly, MY INTERNET IS DOWN !! so anythin sms me bahs :)

HELLO EVERYONE :)
finally, got my hair cut and dye. its kinda short, jo and shar tink that it quite nice. tmr having WL but haven even finish my sharepoint and projects !! lazy to update le. hahas. update other time bahs.

everythin seem alright

and i hope that everythin will remind the same

HELLO EVERYONE :)
today is the day tat o lvl result is being release. and time pass so fast, it alreadi one yr since i took back my o lvl result. anyway, if you guys still rmb, my sec failed his englsh and he retake his english this yr. so he got back his result today and its thee same as wad i've got, B4. so overall his o lvl result for L1R4 is 10 and R5 is 13. which is like super good. his worst result is his english, which is B4. so he got 4 A's and 2 B's. and mine was like, ARGH !! dun bother to mention it. its kinda wasted to enter a poly, he should like go JC instead.but his poly result is oso very good. GPA 3.5, and mine was like X.XX !! let change the topic :)

hmmm. nowadays, my gf around me are either breaking up or having some r/s problems. they called me, share their problems with me and giving them my advise and support. but my love arent that wonderful either. or can say that its super complicated. i duno i should just give up or wad. some tell me to let go, some tell me to hold on to it, mayb things may turn out right. but, i duno how long can i last. im a girl wid feeling that will fade away easily. but im oso someone who will keep holding on to somethin if i cant get it. so, im just hoping that someday my prince will appear and save me from all this stuff.

it mayb a habit, it may not be a habit.

it mayb a crush, it may not be a crush.

it is you who im holding on to,

but do you even know that

this is some of the quotes that i found. if you have the same mentality i have, try readin them. it may change the way you look at thing and the way you feelin now :)


1. It's not enough to want to win,You have to want to prepare to win
2. Every day is a new beginning. Learn the skill of forgetting. And move on
3. You can give in to the failure messages and be a bitter deadbeat of excuses. Or you can choose to be happy and positive and excited about life
4. If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes
5. Never let the fear of striking out get in your way.

HELLO EVERYONE :)

yeah !! today no school, but i tinking im gng to spend the whole day stayin at home. GOOD GIRL RIGHT ! :D hehes. today just complete my minute fo my SU and kinda complete my part for my econs project, but not sure if i did it in the right way. so now, i can spend some time updating my blog :)

5th jan 2009 ( mon )

have my first SU meetin and my first event, hope that things will go well :) didnt reall know where to start since its my first time. got lots of help from the others. thanks !!! :D went to meet jo they all after my meeting, went for dinner den home sweet home :)

6th jan 2009 (tue)

give sch a miss but still go sch for training. starting of the training, we are separated into different position( handlers, mids and wings ) wanted to wing, but i tink i can contribute more being handler. hahas. did some drills , its went on quite smoothly. after that was game time, the intensity is super high and im so pressurized that the 'not bad throws' that i had earlier on were all gone. i did super bad throws, cut and more. so, im being scolded and i crack in the middle of the training. my mentality is not as strong as others. can say that my confident level is super low and i break down easily if someone scold me on some thin that i know that im doin badly. damn emo and low morale at the end of the training. hoping and wishing that everythin will go well for te next training :(

7th jan 2009 (wed)

didnt get enough slp as somethin happen in my family ytd, so was super tired bu sill have to go sch. cos my attendant is alreadi 86 %, so..... training is super bad at fist, slightly better for the last few points. being scream and scolded, luckily i dint shed any tear this time. did some reflection and tryin to build up y confident level. did slightly better but still not up to standard. hais. just hope everythin will go well, and have to work even harder. jia you !!!

tryin to smile

tryin to forget all the unhappiness

telling myself that you will nvr be mine

but your words,

your actions,

i cant tell the differences anymore

HELLO EVERYONE :)
forgotten to update about ytd and today :)

LAST DAY OF 2008

suppose to go ben's hse to count down, but its way too far plus i oso cannt stay over, so decided to celebrate wid jo and sharon. initially, onli me jo and shar. acc her to her work place to take her pay, after that, we are out of plans. lucky dary called us and we decided to meet them for steamboat, after that went to bo lin hse to count down and watched movies. took some pic there, waiting for someone to send me the pic when its ready :)

FIRST DAY OF 2009

finally !!! i watch yes man alreadi. jo today have to meet her boy, so i onli meet up wid shar and bryan. suppose to go blading wid daryl they all, but the sky so dark and its kinda far. so we decided to watch movie instead. thanks bryan for acc us watch again :) went slacking after the movie, took many many pic.

SHAR: drink more water, get well soon. thanks for the acc today, if not i will be rottin at home norhs :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

HELLO EVERYONE :)
good bye 2008, and welcome 2009 :D
tis year pass super fast, its extremly fast. those in poly will knw wad i mean. workin everyday during the holiday is things that happen not even one month ago. yet, its one yr alreadi. i have gain lots of stuff, and i lost lots too. life is all about gaining and losing. when you gain one, you lost one. during poly, you gain lots of friends, but at the same time, you lost some of ur old friends.

many things have happened during poly, friends that i nvr expect to be my best friends, friends that look blur and innocent is not as innocent as they look. friends tat are alway wid you, chit chatting, gossiping and telling each other problems and secret. and friends who love to back stabbed or loved to catch guys attention. in this world, there are many types of friends, and it depends on ur luck for thetype offriend you meet.

to me, i think tat im very lucky, i have great friends around me regardless of sec or poly, CCA mates or class mates. they are alway there for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS LOTS !! :) thanks for being there wid me whenever i need you girls !!