the.unwanted.truth

2009-12-11T04:03:00.000-08:00

i sucks at blog, wanted to change my blog skin but gave up half way. gng to slp, night.

2009-11-10T20:00:00.001-08:00

2009-11-10T19:49:00.001-08:00

thanks for letting me know the truth, even though it kinda being forced out by me using the wrong way. i wunt promise to change completely now, but i will change for the better :) i dont mind being a clown just to brighten up everythin :)

pls stop haunting me, you this bad habit. it happen once three years ago, and its back !! i dun miss you at all, go away for the rest of my life.. pls ~!!!

2009-11-10T07:47:00.000-08:00

people come and go easily. till the day i found out the truth, it will always be a mystery

2009-10-05T23:18:00.000-07:00

lookin forward!! shoppin shoppin shoppin :)

2009-10-04T12:57:00.000-07:00

i cant believe i missed out so much fun!!! life is so unfair to me!!

2009-09-30T16:24:00.000-07:00

when i finally think that im well, recovering, able to go out. i'm prove H1N1 positive, so im struck at home.

2009-09-15T02:29:00.000-07:00

there's training tmr, but i dun hav to urge to train. i'll b missing training for the next few weeks, need to work, have to earn some money to support myself. jia you !!

2009-09-03T11:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE !!! :)
my blog is no longer private!! but nvr really update much even if i've made it private.

looking forward for the girls outing and carlos bday gathering ! :)

bye ppl, gng out soon.

2009-05-19T01:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE !!

i know its been ages since i last update. but im very very busy nowdays.

monday- school 12 - 6, tuition 7-9

tuesday - sch 2 - 6, training till the end of the day

wed - sch 8 - 2, training 3.30 til the end of the day

thurs - sch 1 - 6 , tuition 7 - 9

fri - work ( different shift - total 12 hrs )

sat - used to be dk training , but now mayb work bahs

sun - used to be work, but mayb will become summer league :)

i have no idea why m i so busy only when the sch start. im havin such a hectic life. i feel so so tired. just feel like findin one day to stay at home slack and doing nth !! but.... i know i cant. so hais.

anyway, i gng to KL on thurs !! yeah!! for KL open ( for those who duno, its a frisbee match). im as dk , but somehow i tink im not suppose to be there. im no good enough to be included in that team. but since they chose me, i musn't let them or myself down. hehes. im tired, gng slp soon. and my FISH A FISH is down !!! i cant play. so sad :(

2009-05-18T09:27:00.001-07:00

MY PHOTO GALLERY FOR THE DAY !!

BREWERKZ + NATIONAL MUSEUM :)

BLACK AND WHITE :)

2009-04-07T20:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

i'm still in malaysia, will be back tmr. duno how ppl out there will be missing me ? hmmm, but im missing all my girlfriends and *** :) !! missed sat, tues and wed training. tink my stamina drops alot. im like super enjoyin my life now. eat slp watch tv, tink i at least gain 2 kg lor.

timetable is out. all the other day is fine except for wed !!! 8 am to 6 ! omg !!! i got into french, duno if i should appeal to jap a not . hmmmm, come back le den tink. gng offline. bye ppl ! :) will upload some pic soon :)

2009-03-30T14:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGLAS !!!

gave doug a surprise which wasnt tat surprise. hahas. hope he really enjoy the celebration :)

2009-03-30T14:48:00.000-07:00

CONGRA TO NYP FOR WINNING THE CHAMP !!!

even though im in the team, but smehow i tink didnt put in any efforts. the worst thin is,i drop the disc that is the most critical one. seriously, i feel like bangin the wall. IVP is such an important event, yet i've made such a mistake ! end here le, let the pic do the talking :)

2009-03-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

MONDAY
went daryl's hse to play mahjong. won a bit but spend everythin on cabbing and food. so not much diff. hahas. tink sharon ke wo, cos tat i time i lost alot , but this time i won cos sharon wasnt able to turn up :X

TUESDAY
learn a new tactic, having a hard time applying it. duno y my throws are getting bad to worse in the game. didnt manage to get any disc and somehow i injured my leg de duno where. its as if the whole leg is in pain. things arent gng on smoothly, did some heart-to-heart talk among the team. figuring out the problems.

ultimate is a game that need alot of team work. unlike basketbal, we cant play alone. we need everyone's help and hard work. sayin sorry to the mistake is useless, showing that you're sorry and get the disc or score back is what everyone should do. so WE ARE A TEAM, A BIGG FAMILY ! =D

WEDNESDAY
i did really really very badly. somehow im not playin 100 % at all. no idea y . tryin my best to give all out , but i still make lots of stupid mistake. not brave, confident enough. too much worries in me. we are taught to tink of the next step we should be doing, but im not doing wad im taught ! im only worry that i will be D-ed, worry here , worry there. losing all the chance i can throw. jia you jia you !! must be better better and better!! :)

2009-03-06T00:47:00.000-08:00

HELLOEVERYONE !! :)

its long since i last update. just came back from FB camp. its tough but i gain alot. have been deproving ever since the exam start. finally got back my throws,now i need to have moremoremore confident in myself. this is wad everyone told me, but it kinda harder than just sayin. decide to give LTC camp a miss. cos scare my body couldnt take it.

2009-02-20T16:43:00.000-08:00

finally !! 1 last paper to go and im free !!! :)

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2009-02-14T13:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

today is Vday and it a super boring ones. no dates, no time to go out cos its exam period , the worse thing is i haven even completed one subject. everyone is enjoyin giving presents to each other, yet im at home studyin.

i tot last yr Vday is pathetic enough cos i have to work, but this yr, its even worse. but i receive a present from ning. she made a bracelet for each of us. but she took mine and aline's back cos its kinda too big for us. but i love the efforts from her. and i gave my GIRLFRIENDS stuff too. everyone has 3 sweets and ningg got 5 :) hahas. stoppin here le. go mafia and watch my GG a while :) bye ppl !! btw

HAPPY VAL TO EVERYONE !! :)

time has ended, and a new chapter begins.

2009-02-08T22:26:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

today winter league not really very good. we lost. the worse thing is i injured 3 ppl while floating. but i love the intensity. my cap will be so agree with me. i played so much better. seriosly is totlly 2 different game. hahas. but hope this willl continue. stopping here le. blog for super long le.

you can have all the time you want. i need time fo me to move on to. you are holdin on to the feelings towards her, yet we are behaving like tat when we go out. until the day you make up ur mind and who you wana be with. i will try to stop contactin you. i think it will notmake any difference to you, but it will affect me greatly.

2009-02-08T22:00:00.000-08:00

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

About Me:
1. I LOVE FRISBEE
2. I'm NOT as happy go lucky as i look
3. I hate being compare with my brother using result
4. I like to have someone there with me where ever i go
5. I like watching movies.
6. I hope that im a guy instead
7. I hate ppl who forget about old friends when they have new ones
8. I'm lazy.
9. I've great girlfriends
10.I'm a tv drama frantic.

ARE YOU:
1. Are you single? Yes.
2. Are you happy? hai hao
3. Are you bored? yes !!
4. Are you fair? I think so.
5. Are you Italian? No.
6. Are you intelligent? emmm. no idea.
7. Are you honest? think so ?
8. Are you nice? think so ?
9. Are you Irish? No.
10. Are you lame? not really, i think :)

TEN FACTS:
1. Full Name: Janet Tau Mei Yen
2. Nicknames: tomato, tang yuan, mian bao zao ren..
3. Birth place: singapore :)
4. Hair color: black before dye, ash brown after dye
5. Natural hairstyle: Natural curl but relatively straight.
6. Eye Colour: Black
7. Birthday: 23 Nov 91
8. Mood: emo ?
9. Favourite colour: all except dirty green
10. One place you like to visit: Japan, NewYork, Korea, taiwan

1.The person who passed you this quiz is:
- ALINE ONG , YINING !
2.Your relationship with him/her:
- Secondary school girlfriend
3.Your 5 impression of him / her:
aline- short, look fierce without talking, good listener, a bit violent, good fashion sense :)
yining- sing very well, dark, good listener, quite harsh when angry
4.The most memorable thing she / he has done for you:
- Eh, can't remember. x:
5.The most memorable word she / he has said to you:
- can't rmb also.
6.If she/he become your lover you will:
- That will not happen !!
7.If she/he become your lover, things he/she should improve on:
- no idea, nvr tink bout this bfore.
8.If he/she become my enemy:
- quite sad
9.If he/she become my enemy the reason is:
- Misunderstandings?
10.The most desired thing you want to do with him/her now is:
- None.
11.Your overall impression with him/her is:
- great friends
12.How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
- quiet if they duno me?
13.The characteristics you love about yourself are:
- nothing ?
14.On the contrary,the characteristics you hate about yourself are:
- attitude quite bad
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?:
- Sociable, friendly, someone you will alway tink bout,tall(160 and above),most importantly SLIM!!
16.For those people that care and like you, say something to them:
- I LOVE YOU GUYS !!

17.Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Elizabeth
2. kailing
3. amanda
4. josphine
5. sharon
6. mei zhen
7. sally
8. yining
9. aline
10. christine

18.Who is no. 6 have having a relationship with at the moment? kenny
19.No.9 is a male or female? female
20.If No.7 and No.10 are together, will it be a good thing? duno lehs.
21.How about No.5 and No.8? mayb can become friends
22.What is No.2 studying? NYP
23.What was the last time you had a chat with No.3? ytd :)
24.What kind of music band does No. 8 like? Chinese de, duno lehs
25.Does No.1 have any siblings? Yes.
26.Will you woo No.3? Nope, i'm straight.
27.How about No.7? nope
28.Is No.4 single? nope
29.What is the hobby of No.5? Sleep and watchin gossip grl
30.Do No.5 & No.9 get along well? They don't know each other.
31.Where is No.2 studying at? NYP.
32.Say something casually about No.1. aimei po
33.Have you try developing feeling for No.8? no.
34.Where does No.9 live? kovan
35.What does number 3 like? gossip
36.Are No.5 & No.1 best friends? nope.
37.Does No.7 like No.2? duno lehs
38.How do you know No.2? SU camp
39.Does No.1 have a pet? Yes.
40.Is No.7 the sexiest girl in the world? nope, but the shortest girl
41.Do you think it possible No.4 & 5 date each other? NO.
42.Say something more about No.6. WHITE
43.What is the relationship between you & No.9? Secondary school classmates.

List all the school that No1.-No.10 are in and originally from and your relationship between him or her:
1. Elizabeth TP, SKSS
2. kailing NYP
3. amanda NYP
4. josphine NYP
5. sharon NYP
6. mei zhen NP
7. sally NYP, SKSS
8. yining RP , SKSS
9. aline NYP, SKSS
10. christine NYP
45.What will you do if No.10 hates you? sad
46.Which of the following are in a relationship? 1, 4, 6, 10
47.How do you first met No.3? Su camp
48. What would your reaction be if No.3 and No.10 are together? Totally weird, lol.
******

i spend hours to do this ****

2009-02-08T20:39:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

suppose to meet shar they all on friday, but due to somethin on, so i didnt go. SORRY SHAR !! met aline, she pei me go repair my phone den after that we went to skss. its DAMNBLOODYIRRITATING !! the security guard dun let us go in. but MRS LEE came and rescue us. hahas. went to band to help out. listen to the way they played, quite alright, not as bad as i tink. and i finally touched CLARINET ! so happy. and now thinking back,i have been wondering how did i manage to blow for 3 hrs plus for every training. i almost died after i played for 5 mins lor !!

went yining hse after band prac. we played black jack. and i won !! like the first time, even though i didnt win much. the last time i played blackjack, i lost 30 dollars within 30 mins !! hahas.

and girls !! the walk is alright only. so pls dun tink too much k. i dun tink there will even be anythin happen. hahas.

you missed the gathering, and this is not the first time. i dun wana say this, but somehow the new friends is more important or should i say the oldfriends is no longer there. i know i've alreadi declared that me and you are normal friends now. but have you ever wonder y only me and you become like this. who will be able to tolerate friends to betray there for 4 yrs.

dun deny, just accept the fact. ppl always say FORGIVE & FORGET, guess wad

i've forgive you, but i still cant forget wad you did. feelin tired in talkin bout the same topic, so i'll end here :)

2009-01-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

just got home from my aunty hse. this yr is a super unlucky yr for me. so i shall not gamble, or mayb try to gamble lesser bahs. now gng to rush my oral com thin. have to send to shar by today. so i stop here bahs. bye ppl, hope you guys enjoy ur new yr ! :)

a picture tells a thousand word

mayb its time to....

2009-01-25T02:48:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

today is a very tiring day. slept at 6 plus last night, den duno wad time woke up today to do hse chores. didnt stop at all, until somethin happen. my brother and i decided to stop doin hse chores and we went out to shop for new year stuff. nvr find any top but bought a sandal and a skirt. hehes. tmr will be another long day, cos my hse chores is not done yet :( and my speech too !!!

when the incident, im so scared. and you are the first person that i think about. wanted to contact you, but somehow i think that you will be too busy to reply. im sick and tired of waiting msges that will take hours to reply or msges that sometimes nvr even come .

i hate msging 3 type of people:

1. people who alway say that they are free when they are not. cos they will alway take hours to reply one msg

2. people who will only reply msges with one or two words like 'ok', 'k' or ' oh, okay'

3. always msg at the wrong timing, but when its the right timing, nth comes from you.

2009-01-24T03:38:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

today is a tiring day. skip school today, cos i tnk its totally useless to go school. the tutor cant teach at all, and i dun understand what the lecturer talking bout. so decided to skip school. met shar for project for bout 2.30. cos my internet is down , so have to go back to school and use internet. but my lappy oso cannt connect internet, no idea why.anyway, went to shar hse to cotinue wth my project plus anime. finally found my naruto !!!! so happy :) so slack there till bout 10.30 :)

went for supper after that. den rush home to do hse chores !! and im not allow to go out these few days cos of the new yr. damn sad lor. have been started doin since 12am to 2.15 am !!! like WTH !! the worst thin is , tmr morning have to wake up at 9 to continue part 2. so now, i have to faster finish my project den can slp liaos.

everytime when msg comes in

i alway hope that it will be you

bu someone, you will nvr be the one

i'm always like an idiot, waiting for ur msg

but in the end

im still the one who taking the initative first

i hate that !

and i'm going to change, changing into someone i used to be

but still, i miss you :)

2009-01-21T14:27:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

finally, all my presentation for this week has come to an end. left sharepoint and oral com. but still, it will be super bored lor. ytd was my POM presentation and today is econs. gng to do some research for my oral presentation cos its next wed, and yes, its the thrid day of new yr yet i have to do presentation. damn bored lor. hmmmm. stopping here to continue my research. mot importantly, MY INTERNET IS DOWN !! so anythin sms me bahs :)

2009-01-18T01:17:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
finally, got my hair cut and dye. its kinda short, jo and shar tink that it quite nice. tmr having WL but haven even finish my sharepoint and projects !! lazy to update le. hahas. update other time bahs.

everythin seem alright

and i hope that everythin will remind the same

2009-01-12T21:27:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
today is the day tat o lvl result is being release. and time pass so fast, it alreadi one yr since i took back my o lvl result. anyway, if you guys still rmb, my sec failed his englsh and he retake his english this yr. so he got back his result today and its thee same as wad i've got, B4. so overall his o lvl result for L1R4 is 10 and R5 is 13. which is like super good. his worst result is his english, which is B4. so he got 4 A's and 2 B's. and mine was like, ARGH !! dun bother to mention it. its kinda wasted to enter a poly, he should like go JC instead.but his poly result is oso very good. GPA 3.5, and mine was like X.XX !! let change the topic :)

hmmm. nowadays, my gf around me are either breaking up or having some r/s problems. they called me, share their problems with me and giving them my advise and support. but my love arent that wonderful either. or can say that its super complicated. i duno i should just give up or wad. some tell me to let go, some tell me to hold on to it, mayb things may turn out right. but, i duno how long can i last. im a girl wid feeling that will fade away easily. but im oso someone who will keep holding on to somethin if i cant get it. so, im just hoping that someday my prince will appear and save me from all this stuff.

it mayb a habit, it may not be a habit.

it mayb a crush, it may not be a crush.

it is you who im holding on to,

but do you even know that

2009-01-08T18:01:00.000-08:00

this is some of the quotes that i found. if you have the same mentality i have, try readin them. it may change the way you look at thing and the way you feelin now :)

1. It's not enough to want to win,You have to want to prepare to win
2. Every day is a new beginning. Learn the skill of forgetting. And move on
3. You can give in to the failure messages and be a bitter deadbeat of excuses. Or you can choose to be happy and positive and excited about life
4. If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes
5. Never let the fear of striking out get in your way.

2009-01-08T17:17:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

yeah !! today no school, but i tinking im gng to spend the whole day stayin at home. GOOD GIRL RIGHT ! :D hehes. today just complete my minute fo my SU and kinda complete my part for my econs project, but not sure if i did it in the right way. so now, i can spend some time updating my blog :)

5th jan 2009 ( mon )

have my first SU meetin and my first event, hope that things will go well :) didnt reall know where to start since its my first time. got lots of help from the others. thanks !!! :D went to meet jo they all after my meeting, went for dinner den home sweet home :)

6th jan 2009 (tue)

give sch a miss but still go sch for training. starting of the training, we are separated into different position( handlers, mids and wings ) wanted to wing, but i tink i can contribute more being handler. hahas. did some drills , its went on quite smoothly. after that was game time, the intensity is super high and im so pressurized that the 'not bad throws' that i had earlier on were all gone. i did super bad throws, cut and more. so, im being scolded and i crack in the middle of the training. my mentality is not as strong as others. can say that my confident level is super low and i break down easily if someone scold me on some thin that i know that im doin badly. damn emo and low morale at the end of the training. hoping and wishing that everythin will go well for te next training :(

7th jan 2009 (wed)

didnt get enough slp as somethin happen in my family ytd, so was super tired bu sill have to go sch. cos my attendant is alreadi 86 %, so..... training is super bad at fist, slightly better for the last few points. being scream and scolded, luckily i dint shed any tear this time. did some reflection and tryin to build up y confident level. did slightly better but still not up to standard. hais. just hope everythin will go well, and have to work even harder. jia you !!!

tryin to smile

tryin to forget all the unhappiness

telling myself that you will nvr be mine

but your words,

your actions,

i cant tell the differences anymore

2009-01-01T07:48:00.001-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
forgotten to update about ytd and today :)

LAST DAY OF 2008

suppose to go ben's hse to count down, but its way too far plus i oso cannt stay over, so decided to celebrate wid jo and sharon. initially, onli me jo and shar. acc her to her work place to take her pay, after that, we are out of plans. lucky dary called us and we decided to meet them for steamboat, after that went to bo lin hse to count down and watched movies. took some pic there, waiting for someone to send me the pic when its ready :)

FIRST DAY OF 2009

finally !!! i watch yes man alreadi. jo today have to meet her boy, so i onli meet up wid shar and bryan. suppose to go blading wid daryl they all, but the sky so dark and its kinda far. so we decided to watch movie instead. thanks bryan for acc us watch again :) went slacking after the movie, took many many pic.

SHAR: drink more water, get well soon. thanks for the acc today, if not i will be rottin at home norhs :)

2009-01-01T03:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

HELLO EVERYONE :)
good bye 2008, and welcome 2009 :D
tis year pass super fast, its extremly fast. those in poly will knw wad i mean. workin everyday during the holiday is things that happen not even one month ago. yet, its one yr alreadi. i have gain lots of stuff, and i lost lots too. life is all about gaining and losing. when you gain one, you lost one. during poly, you gain lots of friends, but at the same time, you lost some of ur old friends.

many things have happened during poly, friends that i nvr expect to be my best friends, friends that look blur and innocent is not as innocent as they look. friends tat are alway wid you, chit chatting, gossiping and telling each other problems and secret. and friends who love to back stabbed or loved to catch guys attention. in this world, there are many types of friends, and it depends on ur luck for thetype offriend you meet.

to me, i think tat im very lucky, i have great friends around me regardless of sec or poly, CCA mates or class mates. they are alway there for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS LOTS !! :) thanks for being there wid me whenever i need you girls !!

2008-12-24T04:24:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
those are some of the pic i took fr myfrisbee christmas party. its damn fun, and oso the first time i got kinda drunk. i tink im like an idiot keep laughing and talkin some rubbish. not tat i wanted to drink. but i duno how to dance, so have to make myself a bit higher to dance. overall, it nice :)

MEIZHEN~ WHERE ARE YOU !! have been tryin to contact you these few days, but you ignored me. faster contact me hor, i got lots and lots of stuff to update you :)

have been kinda emo , super duper confuse and have some evil thoughts running through my head. tryin my best not to tink bout it and slp well. gng to slp le. nites :)

2008-12-24T03:44:00.000-08:00

me, dorries, jo & sharon :)

jo, dorries, me, ben, sharon & yiling :)

me, doug & sharon :)

daryl & me :)

(top) daryl, bryan

(bottom) sharon, jo & me :)

sharon, yiling, tania, me & jo :)

me & eli :)

wee kuang, yiling, jo, me sharon & adam :)

wee kuang, yuanling, yiling, jo, me & shar :)

GIRLS :)

JO, HAYDEN & ME :)

GIRLS :)

me, flor & jo :)

2008-12-14T19:31:00.001-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

wasnt updating my blog so often, cos last 2 week was very busy wid my projects and test. tink i will score very badly for my management test. last thur have my oral com presentation and show and tell. its quite alright, i hope i really can get my B norhs. acctually got B for my ICA1, but ddnt manage to hit the 3 mins, so minus 2 marks become C.

finally holiday is here !!! suppose to go malaysia, but cos my mum last mins den go buy ticket, all the ticket sold out. so nvr go le.

ytd havin league, myteam double header. i love the spirit of my team now. very united. even though we nvr win against cong pei's team :) finally i got 1 stat. like finally, hahas. okay, stop here alreadi :)

2008-12-02T21:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

now is the ICAs week, and i hate it. damn it, i'm like tryin to study 7 weeks stuff in just 3 days. anyway, today management paper was alright. not that i know how to do, but i forgotten everythin when i got the paper. so, hopeless liaos.

anyway, tmr is the econs paper, and good luck to everyone. ijust finish studyin, but haven practise yet. cos my brother invited lots of his friend home, and having some mahjong party. quite noisy even though i told them not. i know they are tryin their best to keep their vol down but its still kinda noisy. the mahjong noise plus 10 ppl's laughter. you can imagine how noisy it is.

im stopping here. watchin some cartoon den continue study. and im havin difficulties in uploadin the photo for my b'dae wid frisbee ppl. so if you wana see, go see hayden's blog :)

2008-12-02T20:28:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

sorry for the late upload of the pictures. cos i'm having difficulties in uploading the pic. so let the pic do the talking !! :)

JOSEPHINE, MEI ZHEN & ME :)

WAN LING & ME :)

WANLING, YINING, ALINE, BETH & ME :)

MY BIRTHDAY CAKE :)

LILY, SARAH, ME & WAN LING :)

US :)

2008-11-30T01:41:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

like my new blog skin ? found by jo !! hahas. i duno how to make, so asked her to help me find and do for me. thanks girl. finally i tink tat you are smarter than me :X now i need aline to change my tag board de colour for me, kinda doesnt match. hahas.

anyway, tmr is winter league. im looking forward to it. my new team mates, know more ppl, most importantly, time to improve my skills. tmr will be meeting sharon, xeun, yuan ling and bryan for lunch tmr :) but im hungry now :( gng slp soon. will upload some pic :)

2008-11-27T04:19:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
just now the post is bout birthday, now its bout me :)
hmmm. ytd didnt really play much for the SIM game. i tink tat im still not uo to standard and really hope that i can improve alot during the winter. being a good handler and wings is my goal for frisbee. its not that i selfish or greedy. but being a handler means that i can throw well, and being a good wings mean that i can make cuts and sky the disc. so if i'm able to be good in both positive, i would be super glad. but i know that it wunt happen so easily

today's training is quite good. especially the girl VS guys. i have no idea if the guys learn anythin, but the girls confirm have. for me, when playin offence, i learn how to be a handler. and i oso know wad are my weakness. not being able to throw a good fore hand, and throwing a very low and hard throws are my weakness. so i hope that the winter will let me learn how to overcome these problems.

in defence, i'm unable to catch up. cos im way too slow alreadi. and yes, i know that the gap is damn big. but you dun have to scream at the top of ur voice at us. we have tried our best to keep up the pace. not as if you will do alot better if you are in our position. can you just out urself in other ppl's shoes. gng to slp soon. nites :)

2008-11-27T00:09:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
suddenly have the mood to blog. wanted to look for blog skin, but duno y i still didnt manage to learn how to change the skin. so i need some help from you girls !!

anyway, went to celebrate b'day wid the girls. im so gald that most of them could made it even though they have to leave earlier. took lots and lots of photo, but haven got them yet. i went to meet the girls and we went to hong kong cafe to eat our lunch. cos some of us haven not eaten yet. den went to K BOX. its damn damn fun, even though im quite high and sing a bit out of tone. hahas.

anyway, i just realise that in these 3 years, i have been collecting addidas stuff as present for 3 consecutive years.

2006
my brother bought me my first adidas water bottle that i wanted very long ago.

2007
zoe bought me adidas watch and ning bought me adidas water bottle.

2008
the girls shared adidas bag , hayden and xeun bought me adidas shirt, and bing yuan bought me adidas jacket. thanks !!

dorries and alex shared a box of famous amos, yuan yuan and jo shared a skirt, lily and sarah shared a necklace, javier gave me some display stuff(duno wad its called ). thanks ppl !! i really apreciate it, its the thoughts that counts :)

2008-11-23T11:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
im suppose to be prepared to go out by now, but my mum is snatching the toilet wid me. cos she's having a weddin lunch ? anyway, suddenly have the mood to update. hehes. hmmm. went out ytd to celebrate my birthday eve wid frisbee ppl . it was fun and i really enjoy it. its the first time in my life that i celebrate wid so many ppl. cos every yr , my birthday will fall on holiday. so onli can celebrate wid my girlfriends. so im glad that my birthday fall on school day, but it still fall on a weekend, so not much diff. hahas.

so we went for sushi buffet at cine wid ELI, BRYAN, DARYL, ADAM, YUCHI, ALAN, ALVIN, ALEX, DORRIES, HAYDEN, XEUN, YUAN LING, JO & ME !! after sushi is movie time !! not everyone went. yuchi, daryl, alexand dorries left earlier, cos they have somethin on. so onli the10 of us went. we watched wild child. for me, the shw is not bad, but to the guys, i tink its suck. hahas. can see that they are quite bored. hahas. after the show, we decide to acc eli to city hall there buy his shoes. so alvin drive us there. a normal 5 seater car, but wil 10 ppl inside !!! hahas. so you can imagine how we squeeze in the car. hahas. after buyin shoes, we went to the esplanade there, where ppl dance. we went there play frisbee. its damn stress playing there. as you know, my throws are not up to standard yet. so i have to hold the disc for very long, make sure that my grip, position, the strength applied is right. so they told me that by the time i tink finish wil be store 10. hahas. anyway, ytd is really enjoyable.

have to go and prepare myself to meet yining they all liaos :)

i have no idea why m i so affected by it. mayb i have fall for you without me realising it. or mayb it just a "eye candy" i have no idea, and im confuse, very confuse. or mayb i should just go on with a new relationship to get everythin right. i hate to be emo, especially when its my birthday. ( you are damn smart if you can read this part)

2008-11-23T11:34:00.000-08:00

2008-10-25T03:48:00.001-07:00

GOOD BYE MY PERMS !! WELCOME MY NATURAL HAIR :)

2008-10-17T18:40:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)

since long when i last blog. duno wad happen to my blog again. anyway, ytd met up wid the girls and bingyuan ( the onli guy) we really had alot of fun. its long since we last met. hmmm. we ate steamboat at amk there, not bad. hmmm. duno wad to type le. let the photo do the talking instead :)

2008-10-01T14:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
im now super bored at home. why ? cos everyone is working, watchin show or accompanying bf. so i have no work, no bf and my stupid show is loading damn damn slow, so im bored. hahas.

HONG KONG SHOW !! :)
anyway, i found a new hong kong show, called 少年四大名捕. its super nice, but not all the series out yet. now till epi 08 onli.
and those who like ou yang zheng hua show, this is a quite motivating show to watch, called 尖子攻略. its about 3 students and him. how he motivate and care for ppl without showing it, as in doing it as if he is greedy and stuff. quite nice. hehes.
another show called 传神搜. oso very very nice. all the series is out alreadi, so you can try watchin. hehes. i still have 3 more shows to watch. they are, tang xian feng bao 2 ( 家好月圆) ( if you like tang xin feng bao, you will like this oso :) ), 与敌同行 ( haven start watching, and not full oso ) , 疑情别恋 ( i tink quite old alreadi ) dang gou ai shang mao ( somethin like tat ) and lastly, 最美丽的第七天 ( oso quite old liaos ). this is some of the hong kong show which i watchin now or watchin soon. so if ppl wana watch, can try watchin all this :)

ANIME
still waiting for naruto shippuden to come out, D Gray Man episode 103 which im still waiting for subbed, shugo chara which im waiting for english subbed ( chinese a bit weird ), prince of tennis national championship which i duno how to find new epi ( if someone watchin national 20 and above, can give me the link :) thanks :D )

KOREAN DRAMA
i haven really started watching. waiting for jo to lend me. cos now my mum dun follow korea drama le. too busy wid the others. hahas.

LIFE :)
since long when i last blog. hmmm. went to work for F1 at the club suite, but i didnt manage to see the race. cos the noisy is damn damn loud. you must be tinkin why the others can tolerate the sound. its because they have ear plucks with them. but if i put ear plucks, how m i gng to hear the customer's order. working hour is from 11.30 am to 2 am ( suppose to be 8 am for the last day ) its super tiring, same as my mooncake.
FIRST DAY
its horrible, cause i duno how to pour wine and the beverages, but im the one who suppose to take the order. cos my team have 4 ppl ( including me ) , but all are china ppl. so they cant understand english tat well or do not understand at all. so... hais. anyway, im being arrange to a club suite organise by MOOVE MEDIA ( the cow tat we everytime see on the grass patch ) but first day not much ppl, so im send to other rooms to help out. so in the end , i spend 3 quaters of the time in other suite helping out. hahas. but it was fun and tiring.
SEC & THIRD DAY
familiarise wid everythin alreadi. so work is quite easy for me. so nth much to blog bout it. but i realise somethin. the audience aren't excited when the race started, but they are excited when there are ACCIDENTS !! cheers become so damn loud when accident happen. hahas. so thats all for the working.

TRAINING
tuesday training was tiring. damn damn tiring. mayb cause i skip wed trainin so i cannt get used to the number of times we have to run. we ran 68 times and 2 suicides ( actually is 1, but im too slow ) can die !!! but i feel so happy whenever training end. not tat its food and fun time, but i feel a great acheivement tat i manage to complete the training without giving up. and i must work harder so that i wunt be a BURDEN in the team :)

IM BORED !!! outing tmr ? anyone? call me if you are free :)

2008-09-23T23:15:00.000-07:00

everything sucks today.
didnt expect my throws and my catchin tat bad.
for today's training, its a small match within our frisbee.
we were being split into group.
for my team which is team 2, we have 4 guys and 4 girls.
they are quite strong but somehow, today is not my day.
can you imagine someone droping disc and miss catches for more than 10 times.
when she finally got the disc, she gave a lousy throw.
i have no idea wads wrong wid me.
someone is not on form today too. she drop disc.
but out of 10 throws, she onli DROP 1 or none.
but for me, out of 10 throws , i onli CATCH 1 or none.
its such a big diff between me and her.
its the fact tat she a good player, but this isnt a good excuse.
the worse thin is, im playin so bad, yet i keep skipping training with valid reasons ( of cos )

SO SORRY TO TEAM 2. i will try my best and works harder !!

2008-09-19T20:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
have been super busy these fews days. really very very busy.

WORKING LIFE
hmmmm. have been working since the day my holiday start. since 28 to 14 ( mooncake festival)
was working as a mooncake promoter at my mum's hotel. the pay is quite alright. but the working time a bit too tiring. normal working time is everyday 9 am to 10 pm. so everyday need to wake up at 6.30 cause i prepare quite slow plus it the peak hour. so cannt so late leave hse. and guess wad, on the forth day of my work, i have to open shop, alone. which is like damn damn tough. cos i alway afraid tat i will do somethin wrong. and those who coming at 10 am arent helping me at all. they have just started working onli. so.... hais. and by the time i reach home, its alreadi 12 plus and after bathing and doing rubbish , i slept at 1 plus 2. im so tired , yet no one understand.
they are the ones who want me to work. yet when i go home late, they onli know how to scold me for being home so late. i did not went home for 2 days cos i OT. can you imagine i start work at 8 am end at 3 am the next next. the cycle continue for a few days. im so so tired, and unhappy wid the girls i work wid. no one understand this. all they know is blame and blame. even the only thin that make me happy ( frisbee ) , they tink tat its useless and wan me to quit.
sometimes i feel so helpless and useless. because of this work, my skills , speed, stamia , EVERYTHING is deproving. yet, everyone is improving. i feel like a burden to them when i join in for competition. i do not want to join in the team cause of my ATTENDANT, i want to join because thy want me to, because they think tat im somethin useful.

STUDIES
the result is out. and my result is ..... i wunt type out not tat im ashame( which i should be ) but i lied to my parents about it. so i scare my brother will see my blog. so.. anyway, it sucks. i fail my macro. monday is my retest but i still haven study yet. i feel like repeating the whole sem. to me , its useless havin this result if i wan to go to Uni. i got not even half of wad he got. and for ur infor, he got 3.5 or 3.7. dun rmb le. but i will not give up. next sem, i aim for 3.3 to 3.5. i know its hard, but i really hope tat i can do it. my o lvl arent bad, so this shows tat im not tat stupid. jia you !!

SISTER
everyone have been asking me out. but it seems like i do not have the time to do so. not i have forgotten you girls. but i really need time. mayb 12 more hours per day will be enough for me to do all the things i wan.
took some time to look through the girls blog. memories and many other stuff come across my mind. conflict, laughter, tears of joy, unhappiness is wad we gone through together. but sometimes, it seems like our relationship arent tat strong.mayb, not as strong as we tot we are, especially you. i feel kinda sad and emo now, which i duno y.

i will stop here for now. duno when i will have the mood to update.

2008-08-27T12:07:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
skip training ytd and today. cos i have to accompany my mum to attend her staff night, cos my dad is too busy to attend. so cannt go for training. apply job at my mum's hotel but who knows tat i today must start working. as in i told my mum tat i thur den can, but didnt expect that she forgotten bout it and told her boss tat i anyday oso can. so no choice have to go work. having briefing at 2.30. but its raining super heavily !!! sian. gng to get myself prepared soon. i miss frisbee and the girls !!!! will update soon

2008-08-18T16:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ALINE ONG !!!

HELLO EVERYONE :) tmr is my marketing paper and im here blogging. not tat i'm fully prepared, just tat i tink im hopeless. took a nap just now. suppose to wake up at 2.45. end up, it turns out tat i woke up at 4 !! super duper tired. tink tonight have to burn midnight oil again.

lets see, today is stat paper which is similar as math. so as usual, gettin an A shouldn't be a problem for me. BUT, i tink i will fail my econs super super badly. cos its like so so english. the worse thin is marketing is nth btter than econs. it sucks too !! my god, who the hell that invent english/ exam. he/she making my life so miserable. hahas.

today is aline birthday and ytd i stayed till 12am to wish her. good rite ! :D and we are going for a shopping trip on friday for my mum's staff night which is on 26. my mum ask me to go, cos all her friends said that she never meet me before, so, i just go lor :)

hey girls, anyone will be free on friday and wana join inthe shopping trip, sms me or aline :) long time since i last meet you girls together. okay. i will stop here and back to my marketing :)

2008-08-12T06:51:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
time flies. 10 days have passed and now im blogging again. not tat i purposely blog every 10 days, just tat i today have to mood and time to blog.

have been busy these few days. sat was the friendly match wid ACJC. i tink utimate play great, but there's a big room for me to improve. the feel is totally different when you practising throws and throw a disc in the game. not tat i have touch the disc during game, but i can see tat the intensity is higher than just practicing. everyone is afraid that they will make bad throws tat not only affect themselves but the whole group. ultimate is somethin tat need team work, no matter how good you are, without ppl giving you support, you will nvr success. this give me even more pressure, tat make me have the tots of not gng to any matches unless i really can play super well.

someone said tat ACJC girls are not tat good yet, but compared me to ACJC girls, i sucks. and i realise somethin, y all the girls there so SLIM!!! hmmmm. is it because they train alot or they born to be tat slim ? anyway, thats how i spend my national day.

exams coming. super stress ? not say very. cos i nvr really study at all. i can stare at the notes for 3 hours, yet i onlii study 1 lec. feel like slapping myself. argh !!! today give trainng a miss, but i will be gng tmr. so see UTIMATE ppl tmr bahs :)

SORRY GIRLS !! not able to join in on sat. i feel very bad , as in super duperbad lor. was looking forward to the gathering, but in the end.... i will try to find sometime to go meet up wid you girls. and hor, are you all free on 22 aug to celebrate ALINE'S belated. kinda lazy to sms, so you all just reply my tag or sms or call me :)

2008-07-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
its 10 days since i last update this rot blog. and mei zhen ask me stop starting my post wid ' HELLO EVERYONE '. but i have nth to start. hahas. and, i haivn a very bad stomach ache. duno y. tink cos i eat and laugh at the same time. all thanks to my frisbee ppl( lazy name them out)

anyway, this week have quite alot of stuff gng on.

MONDAY
its my effective presentation wid my group members, guanling, dianne, kenny tan and jo. i tink everyone did great except for me. duno y. this week is a sucks week for me. afteer that is stat, and i fall aslp in the lec. and chase out by badri to wash my face. so pai seh can. argh !!! alot ppl slp norhs, but i too unlucky liaos. after is marketing when i knw my grades for my presentation. and i got a C . so sad lahs. very very disappointed. cos i tot i did quite well for that. practice the throws wid christine. den eat and home sweet home :)

TUESDAY
skip marketing lec, as usual. den went for stat tut. cos of somethin, the teacher is so angry that he went out of the room. and there we go, free period. hahas. den followed by econs den TRAINING !! hahas. i love training. but i tink i play very badly lahs. no dea y. i may throw well when practicing. but in a game, my throws sucks ! seriously, it sucks.

WEDNESDAY / TODAY
today reach sch quite late. den got back my POAresult. exactly the same as my ICA1 , 33.5. hahas. but super lots of careless. but the debit & credit write oppo lor. but the number is correct de. i really need to jia you liaos. exam is coming soon. but im stll in a holiday mood lors. stupid sia. give POA lec a miss cos of the frisbee challenge thin. starting tot is compulsory thin, end up, its not. anyway, i alreadi love the game. everyone did very well, except for me. i duno y. i tink tat i can cheer better than i play. but we still manage to get 2nd, even though its just by luck . hahas. really appreciate those who are in my team. thanks alot. and those who see me play in the match will agree that i played very badly. BUT, i did alot better in the frisbee training !! not say very good, but alot better lahs. cuts and throws is better. argh. so angry wid myself now.

i will train hard hard and most importantly, slimdown !! hahas. jia you. watchin cartoon soon :D

2008-07-20T14:12:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
long time since i last blog. hmmm. my blog is alright alreadi so i can blog. but there's still some problem when im tryin to upload ssome photo. but nvm, i dun really take photo. anyway, nowadays, i have to training quuite hard for my frisbee. this is one of the things i wish tat i could master in my life. the whole week i have been hanging out wid josephine and the frisbee ppl. hahas. i have no idea why. but i still enjoy myself. really enjoyed myself in wed's training. didnt attend tues, cos of my coming up POA test. but in the end i still went to throw disc. wed is the day when i really tink that my skills is really really very bad. sometimes, i feel so useless. im like some idiot standin there doing nth, but they still manage to score. you should be thinking why im so upset even though they scored. the problems dun lie on them, its on me. you see, if you are not playin, yet they can score, so does it show that you are extra ? hmmmm. these kind of thoughts really go through my mind. but tat make me feel like improving. to show ppl tat i exist in the game. but said is easier than doing it. still didnt manage to accomplish it after gng for so many training. but i will jia you de, wunt give up tat easily :)

anyway, this coming week will be a busy week. having effect extra lesson, stat ICA 2 and econs presentation and training on tues, training on wed, mayb some extra practices for the frisbee event which is coming up soon, climb and run on sat. just hope that i have the time to complete everythin bahs. as in my sch work and projects.

going to stop here le. tryin to study my stat, but till now, nth have been done. gng to do some hsechores den TIME TO STUDY !! if i really can.

2008-07-13T11:10:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
went sentosa ytd again. actually suppose to go tania hse study, in the end she couldn't make it. so we decided to go sentosa find the guys ( bryan, adam, michael, douglas, eli and yi lun ). its was fun except for my sneezing part. super irriatating lor, sometimes i feel like cutting away my nose. POA test on wed !! and i haven even start studying. im so so dead !! :( hmmm. stopping here.bye ppl :)

2008-07-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
my blog is finally okay. let see. today actually wanted to study POA, but end up i went to watch movie wid frisbee ppl. sorry mei zhen. watch red cliff. not bad if you all dun mind watchin war show. hahas. ate dinner den went home le. now, its updating pic time. sorry for the late upload :)

the day of presentation :)

i look so... ugly :(
our shopping day !! :)

I LOVE THIS PIC :)
I LOOK SO UGLY !!

mei zhen took this without my permission :)

2008-07-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
again i have no idea why my blog is havin the same problem. so the words will be very small bahs. so i will make the changes when im free. hehes.

now havin POA lesson. today havin frisbe again !! but tink will be very sian, cos jo they all will be coming late. cos they need to help out in some stuff den will onli be able to come at 6 onli. den i will a loner from 4 - 6. and tania they all not coming also !!! :(

ytd training was super confusing. cant help feeling so so lost. especially during the game wid senior, im like useless lahs. walk up and down without any use. hahas. my head got hit again by the same ppl. sooner or later i will really become an idiot. hahas. for our game, im given the handler position. and it sucks. i have no idea where to go.and all the time, im lookin at the ppl beside me. so didnt really played well or can say, quite badly done bahs.

most importantly, I DID 2 SUICIDE !! my god. im like dying lahs. plus, ate bread(the onli thin tat i ate the whole day) before training, so feel like vomiting. super super xin ku. anyway, this is some of the update. will upload some photos soon :)

2008-07-04T09:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
somethin wrong wid my blog again tat i could not change the colour nor the font size. so i shall make some changes when i reach home :)

now having IT lesson which is super duper bored. hahas. hmmm. its long time since i last update. let see... got back my POA de result. it reach my target, but its wasnt tat good. hahas. at first, my result was 26, cos the teacher forget to mark my last page. so lucky i got check and manage to got back my 7.5 marks. so overall, i got 33.5/50 for POA. i know it not an A, but somehow, i felt so happy to pass. but i tink i will fail the ICA2 which is 2 weeks later. i know nth !! seriously, its nth bout POA. so wish me luck.

hmmmm. these few days i have been reflectin on myself, my action and my thinking. i have no idea wad is gng on. for me, my clique is good enough for me. but somehow in poly, those are not the onli few ppl who you normally hang out wid. group mates, cca mates are oso ppl who you have to and must hang out.

but one way or another, i feel tat i am unable to "mix" wid the other mates like how i mix wid my cliques. but i cant tink of anythin tat i should change. mayb cos the mates tat i mix wid is always wid their clinque, so i feel quite weird bahs.

having presentation on monday and i have yet to buy my stuff. gng to buy on sunday wid mei zhen. and im gng out tmr too !!! hahas. stopping here. later have to rush my marketin project which i have to hand in today . :(

2008-06-24T16:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
now havin econs lesson which is super duper bored. hahas. so now im bloggin here :)

just finish my stat presentation just now. it wasnt tat good, so wish me luck. anyway, ytd got my english presentation which i tink is not bad. and my marketing marks. to me, i have alreadi done well. and thanks to yeo cheng and kenny goh. they help me alot.

im tired and signing off. bye :D

2008-06-21T00:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
im gng sentosa tmr !! yeah !! anyway gng too ? text me if you are :)

2008-06-17T13:05:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
its long time since i last update. cos normally i will update at nite. but nowadays, i have been watchin hong kong show before i slp. cos kinda no time to come update. anyway, these are some update bout my life :)

went to meet wid pei ying they all for lunch and pool game. we had a competition between me, jasmine, iris and pei ying. who can win straight 3 times, the other team must treat the winning team, so we chose our team randomly. me & pei ying VS iris and jasmine. the first 2 rounds we were winning. den till the 3rd round when i left wid 1 ball and the other team left wid 4 ball, i decided to let gerald play. cos gerald is a better player than me, so im so so sure tat he will win. end up, jasmine team win. and there goes our treats. and we blame it on gerald(its the fact), so he treated us dessert. wahaha. but i didnt manage to finish. actually , i nvr even eat a quarter norhs. gerald, im so sorry. hahas. duno if he got finish everythin a not. cos i left for the frisbee BBQ :)

the BBQ was so fun. i love it !! hehes. nvr take any photo. cos my phone is not done yet !! its damn damn long lahs. 2 days before i go SU camp i alreadi went to repair, till now, its not done yet. tink its 2 weeks alreadi norhs. super super angry. gng to call SE and scold liaos. soon. hahas. I MISS MY PHONE!! I KNOW PHONE MISS ME TOO !! :)

y do ppl take such a little time to let go on somethin yet i lyk taking decades to let go on stuff. ppl carry on their new life , but im still like being held back by somethin. but i duno wad is tat. hmmm. sorry for being so random. hahas. end here le. bye ppl :)

2008-06-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
lazy to blog about ytd. so anyway, ytd went to JB to shop. but didnt manage to buy much stuff, so came back to kovan to eat the puggol nasi lemah.

TODAY
suppose to meet aline at 3.30 at kovan. but she woke up at 3 so delay the time. met at 4.30 at XM sec there to take 147 to queensway to buy my track shoe. both of us duno how to go so it super dumb. like 2 idiot sittin on the bus gng to somewhere that we duno. hahas. anyway, we are suppose to alight when we saw a fire station. so when we were in the bus, we keep lookin outside for the fire station. suddenly, we saw a buildin tat look lyk the fire station. so we faster alight. den we stand there look around us. for those ppl who go to queensway , should know tat the buildin is quite old. yet, the buildin around us is so new. so we begin to find it weird and call ppl. end up we found out tat the fire station is NOT a fire station. its a HERITAGE GALLERY !! hahas. so dumb lahs. so went back to the bus stop and waited for bus.

finally, we reach le. hahaha. time for shoe hunting !! walk around the shop to survey the price. afte walkin , we decided on some design. end up, we found out tat NIKE, ADIDAS & REBOK the smallest size is 6. and i need 5 !! stupid sia. end up me and aline anyhow buy a shoe. cos cant find one nice de and got size de. hmmm. den went to look for bag, bought a puma bag ( like finally) so overall spend 100 plus. afte shoppin, went to MS find ibrahim and siddiq for dinner. they nvr eat, onli me and aline eat. super hungry can. after tat went to AC walk walk den go home liaos. reach home chat wid my mother and big brother ( shockin rite ) bout the SU camp. from 10 plus talk till 12 lyk tat. super long can. hahas. so tat is the summary of my these few day. aline , thanks for accompany me :)

2008-06-10T22:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
just came back from training. super tiring norhs.

hmmm. today woke up at 7 plus duno why, didnt manage to slp back after tat. slack on the bed till bout 1. hahas. den woke up , took a bath den went out. went to AMK hub for lunch wid shao yu. cos just nice he oso need to eat. den went to sch for frisbee. training start at 5 but we went there earli to practice. we we reach there bout 4.15 wid Jamal and his gang( this is wad he said de ) michelle throws is super good and fast. so when i catchin it, i injured my thumb. these causes my throws to ucks for the whole training. seriously, it sucks. so the onli thin i can do is run. and due to my lousy shoe tat is so slippery, i pulled my thighs muscle. super pain. rest quite alot today cos cannt tolerate the pain. but did tried to play as much as i could. and had P.T after training. its sucks la !!! have to run which make my leg so pain tat i cannt really stand up. help is needed for me to get up. me and lihui stay a while to pratice on our throws, den we went home. cos she is in a rush, so cannt stay too late. we walked separate way cos she takin mrt and i takin bus.

reach home and the hse was empty. suddenly rmb tat my family went out for a movie. tinking y i nvr go ? cos they nvr bother to call me and ask me if my training ended alreadi a not. it was a promise tat we will watch movie on our family day ( tmr ) and duno y become today. i alreadi told my mum tat i have training and i cant make it today. instead of sayin tat they will change to today, she repiled " den we will go without you " WTH !! isnt it suppose to be a family activity. so arent i counted as a family. tmr suppose to have training, yet i skippin it for the sake of the family. and now, throw me aside and watch themselves. im super duper not happy wid them. i dun understand wad they are tinking. when i free, they purposely choose those days i cannt make it. the worst thin is, when the left the hse. all the windows were open big big, as in super big for all the windows. and clothes is being hang outside. when it started to rain which is super sudden, im lyk a crazy fellow runnning the whole hse. closing windows and bringing in the clothes. the clothes were totally drenched and super heavy lahs. so i got my arm being hit and injured and my legs is aching even worse. argh. super bad mood now lors. stoppin here le. gng to watch some cartoons and cool down ! :)

2008-06-10T01:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
today is sister day. went out and chat alot. bout love, sch and many many more. hahas. and i found out tat i became more talkative. even more than the normal me. hahas. not good not good. must zipp a bit. hahas.
i prefer it to be kept as a secret, than being said out after i tink tat i have totally forgotten bout you. im wrong, totally wrong. mayb more time is needed and more love from friends must be given to me for this mission to happen.

ZOE :)
ME !! :)
ALINE AND ME WID AN IDIOT HAND ( ZOE) :)
ME, ZOE, ALINE AND NING :)

2008-06-10T00:02:00.000-07:00

OUR POSTR !! :)

US !!
HU ER !!
HU ER ~~ AND GROUP F
HU ER ~~
WEE WEE AND JASON :)
ME AND THOMAS(OGL) :)
GUO ER(CARLOS) :)
GUO ER, CYTHIA(OGL) AND GUGU :)
GUO ER AGAIN !! ~~

2008-06-08T21:40:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
finally im back from my SU camp.
seriously , it was super great. hahas.

FIRST DAY
the day for my camp !! have access ICA in the morning which i dun tink tat i did well. den skip my macro lec to go home and pack bag for camp and take a short nap. cos didnt really manage to get a good night slp tat few days. took a super long time packin my stuff. wanted to play pool wid kenny when he end his lec, but haven finish packin so nvr go le. plan to meet kenny in the bus and go sch cos he got guitar. he is suppose to be in the bus by 5.30. yet , he reach at bout 5.55. make me miss 4 buses. anyway, we are suppose to be there by 6, but i late. hahas. so met christine den went to SU room together. her friend called her and tell her tat alot of ppl is there. in the end, its not as many as we expected. hahas. den when we Q-up, we found out tat we are being separated into different group. im in group 6 and christine is in group 9 if im not wrong. hahas. we went into the room and sat down in my group. and guess wad, my brother is in the camp too !! i totally and nvr expect tat to happen lor. but luckily he is not in the same group as me. if not i will be so dead. hahas. took me just 1 min to know 2 new friends " amanda and joan ". after a while serene came and we became friends from tat min onwards which brighten up my days :)
played a game called sandin, and our team (group 6 and 7 ) were bonded so well !! ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE . i love it. hehes. in this game, get to know a OGL name LUCIUS, CHAO AH BENG :) hahas. and we 4 girls got new nick too !! serene is da jie, joan er jie, me san jie and amanda si jie. btw, i got 4 OGL !! they are : CYTHIA, HUI QI, GUO HAO and THOMAS !! I LOVE THEM ALL ~~ :D we are super sticky after the game, so we went to take a bath. the toilet is filled wid cockcroaches !! yucks. and super scary and irritating. hahas. after tat went for supper and played a small game and went to bed at 2 plus.

SECOND DAY
didnt manage to slp well again !! cos it became super cold at night, cos the fan is on till so big. hahas. so woke up at 7.15 to wash up and prepare. we are suppose to go to pasir ris, but due to the rain, we didnt manage to go. so stay there played our games and tink bout our group name and cheers( dun rmb is 1st day or 2nd day happen ). anyway, we came up wid up group name called HU ER~~~ cos shao yu duno y became XIAO HU. so we followed his name and named the group. hahas. and eugene's and carlos name is also changed. EUGENE = XIAO LONG NIU: GU GU , CARLOS = GUO ER ~~ hahas. cool name rite. cos is we 4 girls tink de ma. hahaha !!! anyway, playing game allow us to bond very well. we are so super close alread. and im delighted tat im in this group and not in others ( not considering my brother at all ) we played a script , is bout 2 aunties, 1 shop owner and 3 types of vegetables. its so lame. GUGU and GUO ER be the aunties and HU ER be the shop owner. it wasnt tat successfull due to the voice not loud enough. but its okay. we love it jiu hao, the other doesnt matter. after everythin , its lights off. its super earli lahs. 12 plus onli. tat we are suppose to slp at 2 again. den we guys decided to go walk walk and tell ghost stories. till 1 plus, we are being chase but to the forum. we decided to bring out our slping bag and chat wid the guys. we chat and chat and chat. expectedly, at 2 plus, i fall aslp. and all my bad habits is appearingin front of everyone. the worst thin is, some idiot took my photo !!! and christine left home, cos she is sick and having fever. take care girl. and christine is my brother's partner group. hahas. so unlucky ( sorry, very random )

THIRD DAY
its the last day of the camp which is today. woke up at 7.15 and wash up. ate our breakfast and played the johari window. quite boring but it allows you to understand each other and yourselves more. after tat is my favourite : WATER ACTIVITY !!!! super fun man ! I LOVED IT !! hahas. im suppose to be the dryest yet i became one of the wettest. after the games is wash up and prize giving time. didnt got any award , but nvm. i got my greatest reward i ever had. my group mate !! :D its photo-taking session and went for lunch wid my group ppl after tat. we crap super alot. hahas. left at bout 7 and i reach home at about 7.30. hehes. gng to slp alreadi. cannt take it. hahas. nites ppl !! these are some pic taken out sch's CHEERS :D

AMANDA, SERENE AND ME :D

HU ER, GU GU, GUO ER, AMANDA, SERENE AND ME :)

( from left to right )

2008-06-05T10:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
bet you must be tinking why this girl is here blogging when she is suppose to be in the sch. the fact is , i skip sch today. hahas. super tired ytd and onli manage to slp at 2 ytd. and the day before i slept at 4 plus. so im super tired. wanted to slp longer. but being woke up by mei zhen call. sorry girl, forget to tell you tat i dun intend to go sch today. but i will be gng back for projects later. hehes. good girl rite. hahas. hao lahs. end here le :)

2008-06-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
today doesnt really go that well. except for the part tat friends are there for me, the others sucks !!

today i took my POA paper. and guess wad, i cried when i came out of the lec hall. it sucks lahs. when i see Qn 3. i dun even know wads a journal entries. without the first part, the others is gone. and its 25 marks over 50 marks paper. wanted to leave my whole paper blank de. but in the end, decided to write somethin. at least somethin better than empty. mayb i can get 10 marks from there ? hope so. hahas.

after tat is my frisbee training, it wasnt tat bad. just tat jo, sharon and jasmine have to leave earlier. so a bit sian. and im committed to frisbee partly is I WANA SLOM DOWN !! seriously, ineed to slim down norhs. another reason is cos i wana improve my frisbee skills. im super lousy. and i wana IMPROVE !! the most important reason is...... if you are my good friend, you should know wad im tinking. hahas.

and , today during frisbee i fall down !! most importantly , i fall on somone !!! i hope she dun have any broken bones. if she really injured, i wil be super guilty lahs. cant imagine how she feel being body slam by a pig. hahas. hao lahs. end here le. and most importantly , MY PHONE IS SPOILT !!!!! :(

2008-06-04T00:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
some ppl must be shock y m i bloggin here and not study. cos tmr is my POA paper. and i have totally given up le lors duno wad the hell the teacher is teachin lahs. will die sia. but cant afford to fail. where got accountancy fail accounting. its lyk so dumb lahs. hahas

hmmm. today my class is lyk super united. especially econs lesson. hahas. pls dun ask me y. and the teacher keep staring at me norhs. make me so nervous. plus i keep typin wrong words and typing super slow. cannt blame ma. duno y will type so slow. norhs. hahas. and, today is the first time i miss frisbee. !!! and im gng tmr. confirm. no matter wad die die oso will go. hehes. end here le. bye bye. and wish me luck :)

2008-06-02T14:51:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
now having marketing tutorial. super bored. now doing some cold storage stuff. hahas. hmmm. later most likely gng library to study for my POA ICA which is on wed. cos tmr got training so dun tink have time and mood to study. so wish me luck ! :D

my holiday is super packed. lets see. tmr and wed having training. thurday doing marketing project. friday , sat and sunday havin Su camp. so the whole week is gone. next monday(provided if i got the job) got job briefing. tues having training. wed cann go training cos my mum wana have some family day. thurday to sunday will be working ( if i got the job ). so the first week of the holiday is gone. second week is for my projects and one day for training. stat and marketing and ICA for english. sucks man. holiday is comin yet i feel tat im more stress now.

i really striving hard to keep my body fit. cant decide. duno wana g competitive or recreational. ppl as in friends and my family ask me to go competitive. but i scare i cannt take it. i end here ba.

2008-05-31T00:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
finally, i can post le. hahaha !! thanks aline !! :) she is the one who taught me how to do. hehes. hmmm. let see. today have IT lesson. den the teacher asked me somethin which make me tink that i've stabbed by ppl. but i hope not to tink bout it cos i tink tat i can trust all my friends !! but cant stop emo-ing a bit m i really such a bad friend. sometime its very saddening to have this type of stuff happen. the worse thing is, school just started not long only. so, yeah.

anyway, went home after IT. very tired. so took a nap. woke up at 3.30 , wanted to go for frisbee. but meizhen called me and ask me come out. so i went out wid them instead. cos frisbee got onli one girl and her bf will be there too. so i will be the "only" girl. so i meet kenny and mei zhen at hougang mall for dinner. but i didnt manage to eat all my food having bad tummy ache. duno y. after that we went to TS and bought SKY OF LOVE. super nice. didnt manage to watch last time. so finally have the chance to watch. hahas. and hor, sorry meizhen. have to make you watch again. oh ya, today i woke the same shirt wid meizhen "I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND(S)" hehes. kenny kept sayin tat we are lyk sister. just tat one is hard workng and one is a slacker. hahas.

hmmm. went to kenny's hse watch vcd den left his hse at bout 10.15. cos very late le. so must go home fast fast. hao lah, ending here le. tired. watching D GRAY MAN ! and i just realise tat my holiday lyk no holiday sia. project, work, training. no life seh -.-

2008-05-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH GEK HENG ; ELIZABETH :)

HELLO EVERYONE :)
quite long since i blog. cos duno why my post always being "schduled" super unhappy so decide not to blog tat much till i solve this problem. secondly, im quite busy wid my coming up ica. so, i failed my effective writing. super saddening. and i became super high after i got my result. high till my family cannt take it and ignore me :( hahas.

today was my stat and macroeconomics ica. guess wad. test is today, and i just realise it lyk ytd. but tink it doesnt really make a diff. cos im lyk stil in my holiday mood. duno why. for stat, its not tat difficult. didnt manage to get full mark, quite sad. but at least i manage to pass (12/15) . so must zhi zu. even though i know tat i can get better result if i study harder. but theres no point regretting rite. macro paper sucks. not that the paper is difficult. just tat it is difficult yet i duno how to do. even the stuff tat teacher remind us before lesson, i can totally forgotten about it. seriously, my memory sucks. kinda envy those wid super good memory and super smart. if i have half the ability as them, tink my life not tat sucks. hahas.

just ended my frisbee not long ago. hehes. got home on com and bath. dun intend to do POA. mei zhen say she helpin me. hahaha !!! but she did on hard copy. hmmm. anyway, i gng for job interview tmr wid sharon they all. so ma fan. must pon lec den can go. sian norhs. hehes. hao lahs. no more strength to type crap le. bye ppl :)

2008-05-22T22:13:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :) just reach home from chomp chomp wid kenny and mei zhen. end sch at 12 today. went for lunch den went to do project. after tat went to the library do access. do super long lorhs. do till 6 lyk tat den went off to chomp chomp. take mrt to ang mo kio den change 136 there. in the bus, mei zhen and kenny sit together den i sit alone. wanted to slp but duno y memories kept flowing through my head. tinking bout lots and lots of stuff. sec, poly, my results and my life. tinkin why must i study so hard? everyone say is for ur future. but do you even have a future ? mayb one fine day, you just walked out and bang by a car. who knows rite. you cant predict and assume tat thin will always go fine. sorry for tinking so negatively. anyway, was surfing the net and passby a web site which have some sentence tat i lyk.

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
There is love of course. And then there's life, its enemy.
better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all (leap year)
The hottest love has the coldest end
If you judge people, you have no time to love them
The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.
I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.
You can't express every feeling that you have every moment that you have them

anyway, my head is in pain. cos got some ba lu gu from frisbee training. hahas. ending here. takcare :)

didnt manage to finish my rice :(

it looks small on pic, but trust me, its super big. hahaha :)

2008-05-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
just finish my frisbee not long ago. just finish bathing. hehes. took a cab home wid sharon and jo. reach home than on com load my cartoon and chat while. hehes. tinkin of doin POA now. but hor, i duno how to do, no textbook and i duno wad question to do. aiyo. wana die liaos. den wanted to do access but lazy again. feel lyk killing myself. hahas.

mayb tmr gettin our english result. so wish me good luck again. and need to prepare lots of tissuse. have the feelin tat i will cry alot. those ppl who saw me during o lvl and the days when releasing english result should know my pattern. hahas.

2008-05-18T15:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
kinda blogging quite frequently these few days. anyway, today was a boring day to me as usual. not tat no one ask me out, but im still stuggling wid my project. damn it. y the thin lyk nvr end de. argh. woke up at 12+ this morning(afternoon). on my com, wanted to do my marketing project. but guess wad, im watching show agian. till 3.30. its a new show(not very new, but i just know the title onli). it called GALILEO. quite nice. cos its bout detective cracking mystery. so ppl who lyk mystery, can try watchin it. its a jap show. hahas. hmmm. not oso watchin a new hongkong drama, the gentle crackdown 2. chinese name is xun cai ai shang pin ( not sure ), wan to know den ask me bahs.

anyway, just read my brother's blog just now. and realise that he just failed his math. its isn't sonethin to be shame bout. cos everyone is slacking now, so it doesnt really matter much. as long as you know ur mistake jiu hao le. hehes. getting back to my project le, so update next time bahs.

2008-05-17T18:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
im struggling wid my marketing project now. the question is not hard at all, but duno y. i just cant tink of the answers. wanted to do my project once i reach home. end up when i on the com, i went to load some show and surfing the net. argh. so bout 3 hours later, i den start doing. but im not focusing at all. i went to the toilet for duno how many times, find snacks, chocolate sweets and fruits to eat. so in the end, i didnt manage to do a single question till now. argh. JANET TAU , you have to change ur stupid habit. argh. feeling lyk banging myself on the wall.

and my eyes degree rise again ! damn it. y i everytime have to change spec. finally tot tat i dun owe my mom a cent. now, i owe her $100. argh. have to buy a bag real soon. im in love wid a NUM bag which cause me $189 regardless of the size. so, i duno wana buy a not. but i have tons of thin that i need to buy , so should i waste this money ? hmmm. ppl, give me some opioion can ? or should i just stick wid the puma tat i wanted? hmmmm. i wana die liaos lahs. kill me !!

2008-05-16T10:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
now having my lab lesson. so super bored. and im late. teacher say he will mark me absent. sian. miss 1 lesson alreadi. if he really mark me absent, i will receive warning letter. shit !!

for ytd's test paper. unluckily i chose the most difficult paper. so wish me luck. ending here le. update later or other day bahs. bye.

2008-05-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

1. What disappoints you the most?
lies from closest ppl :(
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
hong kong , taiwan and korea
3. What's your favorite thing to do?
watch tv and hang out wid my GIRLFRIENDS and FRIENDS :)
4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
NO !! of cos not.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
everthing in my life wll go smoothly.
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
depends ??
7. What's the most regretful thing that you've done before?
treating all my ex lyk shit.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
2/10 for my parents, 1/10 for both my brother to share, 2/10 for both my grandma and the rest for ME !!!!!
9. What is the most embarrassing thing that happened to you recently?
waving hand to someone back when i realise that she is waving to the one behind me :(
10. What do you hope for now?
pass all my ICA and everythin my my life go smoothly especially LOVE LIFE :)
11. What makes you happy?
get to know my classmate.
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
arrogant and liers !!!
13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
hopefully an accountant :)
14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
power to allow all my wishes come true :)
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
FAMILY, GIRLFRIENDS, FRIENDS
16. What do you do when you're alone?
watch tv !!!
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
taking thing for granted.
18. One word to describe yourself.
PIG :(
19. What is your least favourite animal?
animals that is not cute. (mouse)
20. If you're left with less than a weeks time to survive, what'll you do?
spending time wid my life ones and spend all the money that i have :)

2008-05-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
now having POA lesson. and guess wad im late for sch again. hahas. but not my fault. cos the bus come super slow. end up 5 bus come at the same time. but onli the last 2 can board. the others is too pack. so end up i reach my class at 9.15. but im not the last. saw my classmate and theres ppl coming later than me too. hehes :)

monday was my mock test for my effective writing(ENGLISH !!) guesss wad. i got everythin wrong. argh. so over 40 marks. tink i onli got the most 10 marks. seriously, i dun wana fail my ICA1. but cant do anythin for now. cos tmr is the test alreadi. so... wish me luck :) besides stat, the other module im taking. i have no idea wad the teacher is talkin bout. to tink bout it, duno i go sch is for wad de. tink to look at guys and find my FRIENDS !! :)

anyway, im feeling better. not as in better , but will try not to tink bout it. so try not to rise the topic in front of me. unless im the one who say first.

ytd have frisbee. super fun. hehes. not much running too. dun tink i will lose weight. cos tink my intake is alot more than my burning of fats =x today having frisbee too !! but today running, so bet the field will be muddy. ending here le. so hungry now !!! I NEED FOOD :)

last but not least :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL :)

2008-05-11T00:27:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
im super tired now, yet i have to complete my homework. cos tmr need t do hse chores and visit my grandma. and sorry for those ppl who i reply till very moody. dun have any mood. so sorry. update next time bahs. takcare everyone.

2008-05-09T10:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
long time since i last blog. hehes. now having some lab lesson. super bored norhs. plus im lyk the com noob. so i totally dun get what the teacher teaching. hahas. anyway, these few days wasnt in a good mood. everythin seems not rite. especially my english lesson. its sucks man. even sneezing oso can get scolded. i really duno wad to say bout the teacher sia. tink she really hate me alot norhs. plus, next week is ICA 1 for english. i will be so super dead. i dun wana fail this module !!!

ytd went to funan to accopany kenny to funan with mei zhen and ames. went ps to play pool after that. christine came to join us at around 4. den we went far east walk walk den go taka eat AJISAN. it not as nice as i tot. so nvr eat finish everythin. after eating went to cine to NUM. cos christine wana see shirt so pei her go. after everything, we went home.

super moodless these few days. especially the action of him reminds me of another him. argh. moodless. nth goes rite. so just hope tat it will get better bahs.

2008-05-02T10:13:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
now having some com lesson. its super bored and im late for 15 mins. while the teacher is teaching, im blogging, viewing ppl's blog and in friendster. hahaha !!! i have absent for 5 module !! argh. when i onli missed 2 onli. so later have to look for the lecturer to talk bout this. but the most important thin is, my lecturer do not have a HP !! so how m i gng to find him. hmmm. mayb a tour around the sch will find him ? who know. hahas.

yesterday is my class bbq. its super great and i love it. hehes. meet up wid dianne, alex and eugene at 3.30 pm. we are suppose to be there by 4 pm. so we are kinda late cos we reach there at 4.30. but when we reach the pit, no one was there. those ppl came at 5.25. have to wait for them for bout an hour. but its okay. cos everyone carried alot of stuff. so cannt blame them :) so we played, we crapped. super enjoying. at the last part of the bbq, i went super high. but tats me. im always high. just tat no one pei me to high, tats all. ( right girls ?) called my papa to fetch me home, and he was watch movie wid my mummy and korkor. they watched IRONMAN. and they alway watch without me. so super angry. argh. nvm. ppl, if you all wana watch ironman. pls call me k :) ending here le. takcare. blog next time.
TO DROPBY : tink i alread know who you are. takcare too :)

2008-04-29T01:51:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
very long nvr update my blog le. hmmm. now having macroeconomics lesson. its super bored. serously, its super norhs. i have no idea wad he is talking bout. so need to find some help from my friends. hehes. anyway, today got scolded by stat teacher which is oso my PEM. argh. every sub im lyk getting aim. do my forehead write 'shoot me pls !!" ?? anyway, i know my group ppl for stat project. 3 guys and im the onli girl !! not tat they are bad or i dislike them. just tat within all the guys in the class. these 3 are few of the ppl tat i nvr talk to before, or seldom talk. but, tink sould be not bad lahs. hehes. so wish me luck !!! wahahas. hey ppl, im recovering soon. and thanks for the caring. love you all. misses :) hope to see my GIRLFRENDS soon :)

im having frisbee later. ending lesson at 6. so tiring :(

2008-04-25T22:30:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
today is a very boring day. seriously, im super duper bored la. let see. today give my school a miss. cos not feeling well. have been having cough these few weeks. gettin worse this few weeks especially ytd night. so went to see doctor at bout 2. cos need to wait for aline. thanks girl for pei-ing me go. after tat we went to eat pizza hut for lunch. yummy yummy :) after tat she went to look for edmund den i went hm. so i have been struck here since 6 plus. nvr even step out of my hse at all. super sian. no one for me to look for. bored. wanted to go out for dinner hust now, but papa wana buy for me. it not a bad thin at all. just tat i have to stay at home again :(

woohoo!!! workin tmr. wid peiying. miss her so much. long time nvr see her le :) thats all for today. bye :)

2008-04-21T14:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
long time no see. now waiting for my lecturer to come. hehes. let see. today is a super heavy day. need to bring extra shirt and shorts for the netball trial, 2 textbook, 1 handout, 1 laptop and some of the rubbish. its super duper heavy sia. plus im sick these few days. slept for 4 hours ytd (3 to 7) and 1 hour today ( 5.30 to 6.30). duno y icant slp. feeling lyk banging my head on the wall norhs. argh. just hope tat i can slp well tonight. seriously, i need my beauty slp.

hmmm. back to sch stuff. i sign up for netball, floorball, badminton , SBM club and student union.
but i scare i cannt get into any of it. i have been late every lesson. and not learning anythin at all. hahas. stop here le :) bye

2008-04-10T00:18:00.000-07:00

TIME	MONDAY	TUESDAY	WEDNESDAY	THURSDAY	FRIDAY	SATURDAY
0800 - 0850	WEEK 1-17 BM0022 TUTAA EffWS D.306 SBM *ANNEA
0900 - 0950	WEEK 1-17 BM0022 TUTAA EffWS D.306 SBM *ANNEA		WEEK 1-17 BM0003 TUTAA PAcc D.313 SBM CHEEKH		WEEK 1-17 BM0703 LABAA BIZSW B.512 SBM SEETOHCH
1010 - 1100			WEEK 1-17 BM0003 TUTAA PAcc D.313 SBM CHEEKH	WEEK 1-17 BM0022 TUTAA EffWS D.305 SBM *ANNEA	WEEK 1-17 BM0703 LABAA BIZSW B.512 SBM SEETOHCH
1110 - 1200	WEEK 1-17 BM0011 LEC02 SThry LTC-1 SBM KBADRI	WEEK 1-17 BM0019 LEC02 PMktg LTC-1 SBM BILLIEO		WEEK 1-17 BM0022 TUTAA EffWS D.305 SBM *ANNEA	WEEK 1-17 BM0703 LABAA BIZSW B.512 SBM SEETOHCH
1205 - 1255	WEEK 1-17 BM0011 LEC02 SThry LTC-1 SBM KBADRI	WEEK 1-17 BM0019 LEC02 PMktg LTC-1 SBM BILLIEO	WEEK 1-17 BM0003 LEC02 PAcc LTC-1 SBM CHEEKH
1300 - 1350			WEEK 1-17 BM0003 LEC02 PAcc LTC-1 SBM CHEEKH
1400 - 1450	WEEK 1-17 BM0019 TUTAA PMktg D.413 SBM BILLIEO	WEEK 1-17 BM0011 TUTAA SThry D.312 SBM KBADRI			WEEK 1-17 BM0008 LEC02 MacroE LTC-1 SBM RANDALLO
1510 - 1600	WEEK 1-17 BM0019 TUTAA PMktg D.413 SBM BILLIEO	WEEK 1-17 BM0011 TUTAA SThry D.312 SBM KBADRI			WEEK 1-17 BM0008 LEC02 MacroE LTC-1 SBM RANDALLO
1610 - 1700		WEEK 1-17 BM0008 TUTAA MacroE D.312 SBM *CHANGYC
1710 - 1800		WEEK 1-17 BM0008 TUTAA MacroE D.312 SBM *CHANGYC

my new timetable :)

2008-04-06T21:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
hmmm. today went sentosa wid yining they all. actually cannt go out but i last min sneak out of the hse. get super duper red lyk a roasted chicken ( im halah). my shoulders is super duper pain. tink kana sun burn. anyway, we tanned about an hour plus den play wid water and the ball tat man si just bought. after tat went to vivo for lunch cum dinner cum my breakfast :) went AC and tenchi a while but found out tat kevin nvr work. waste my effort :( after tat went to look for my mum's perfume. she wanted a RAPGH L perfume. but my brother no budge. so bought a gucci
envy perfume for her instead.

just got home not long, she nvr scold me but oso nvr talk to me. so guess she need some time to cool down. and hope tmr wil be a good day. if not i will be so so dead. end here le. update soon :)

TO PEI YING : sorry tat i cancelled the date wid you but went out wid them. its a very last min thin. but i promise tat i will go out wid you someday :)

2008-04-05T01:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
im back chalet. its so super fun and i missed everyone so much. hope tat this wunt be the last chalet. for detailed thing, view zoe's or wan ling's blog. mine is a summarised one :)

bought bag for both joanne and yining and made birthday card for them too. hey, i seldom make cards for ppl, so you two should be honoured :) anyway, yining scolded me. cos she said tat my card make her wana cry. so does this mean tat my english is finally understandable ? hmmm. hahas. anyway, didnt manage to take any pic :(

hope tat we will still contact each other. hey ppl, pls call me out if ypu wan to :) im free :)

2008-03-30T03:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE :)
today is my last day of work. took many many pic. hehes. went supper wid them, papa fetch me home. lucky manage to take pic wi everyone. gng to miss them so so much. but will visit them soon. now, the next coming programme will be YINING'S chalet. end here le :)

ME AND AH KOR, KEVIN :)

ME AND SARAH :)

ME , SARAH AND UNCLE IBRAHIM :)
ME AND RACHEL :)
ME AND UNCLE IBRAHIM :)

ME AND KALIF :)
ME AND AFIQ :)
ME AND SIDDIQ :)
ME AND SAIFUL :)

SARAH MADE THIS :)

2008-03-29T00:30:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVRYONE :) hmmm. 13 hours and 30 mins more will be the last day of my work. tink im gng to miss the ppl there so so much. today doesnt have much thin to happen except fr my favourite tat came in last min. SWEETS !!! :) woohoo !! so many many many sweets. hehes. how i wish im the boss of the shop, so i can eat without payin. greedy me. hahas. anyway, im so honoured tat ALINE'S blog onli got my photo, even though its so so so ugly. hahas. endin here le. WATCHING NARUTO SOON :)

I LOVE THIS PIC :)
AND THE BIG CUP TOO :)

2008-03-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE
im super bored now. got very bad block nose. cannt slp well, cannt even go out in a healthy way. hmmm. let see. today went out wid sally and darryl. we watched the orphanage. tat show was quite nice. but some stupid idiot dumb dumb keep grapping my hand. hahas. anyway, did enjoy my day. next time den update bahs. count downing :)

2008-03-23T16:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE, THE LAZYBLOGGER IS BACK !!! :)
went to gentin for 3 days and finally back. didnt really enjoy much. cos i have nth much to do there. cos i dun really lyk to play arcade nor outdoor themepark. so played pool for 2 days. and went starbucks and coffee bean continously for 3 days. my god. and my mother drank double and triple shot of espresso. hahas. anyway, tink i need to go on diet ( even though none of it successed :( ) hmmm. so now feelin a bit sick. a bit of cough , sneezing and sore throat. but no worries, im the STRONG girl afterall :)

did alot of thinking during the trip. have a small arguement wid my parent of the job stuff again. but told them tat i will be quiting on 30 march. tink they wunt find me any trouble FOR THE TIME BEING. tink im gng to miss AC ppl alot alot. and my girlfriends too. cos poly is starting soon, so i doubt tat we will still have time for each other.

anyway, work ending soon. so gng to go out everyday and spend money :( looking forward for YINING'S chalet. hehes. so ending here le. takcare :)

2008-03-13T23:21:00.000-07:00

im super stress now. let see. gng oversea on sunday nite. but my forgetful mum has forgetten the password for her singpass. but if we reset the password, i have to wait 4 workin days. by the time, its alread over due date. but she dun have the time to go down to reset. so i caled up NYP, they ask me to go in the CPF web to do manually. but, i found out tat even if i wana go manually, i still need singpass !!! and i made some stupid "typo" error, and i have to print out everythin and send it to the sch. the worst thin is, i have to complete everythin by today. how m i gng to do tat when i haven even do anythin. argh. im gng to be so super duper dead. later gng NYP so update later bahs :)

2008-03-13T23:14:00.000-07:00

UNCLE IBRAHIM :)

IDIOT GIRL :)

MR AND MRS TAN :)

2008-03-12T09:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE !!! hahas. finally have the time and mood to blog. hahas. being called as a lazy blogger. hahas. hmmm. lets see. doesnt really have much thin to blog. ms oon has become mrs tan and yining just got her new love and im quiting my job on 30 march. yining havin her chalet soon too. wahahas. lets the photo do the talking :)

BIG BABY ( VICTOR )

empty shop :(

2008-03-01T04:45:00.000-08:00

hello everybody. long time no see. just got home. hahas. but have a super nice day outside even though it wasnt a really gd start at first. cos sally put my aeroplane high high, make me have to ask ppl to accompany me go out. after calling / sms 14 ppl, i finally found ppl to pei me. thats samuel. thanks kor !!! forget to say, i just bought a new hp ( K810i in red ) super happy. even though tat wasnt the original phone tat i wanted, but i changed my mind. hehes. and i spent 130 dollars today :(

today met up wid samuel and bought my contact len, new screen protector and a hp pouch. after we went to heeren to get my shoes and went to visit yining for the last time at heeren AC. after that went to ps to find zoe they all a while den go paradiz centre play pool. the start of the game is good, but when time goes by, my skills become bad to worst. argh. so not even 2 hrs later, we stop the game. went to ps again for our dinner. samuel went home, and i went to look for zoe they for a little little while den went to vivo to find ibrahim they all.

after some dragging here and there, we met up wid most of the ppl at cine by 11.15. at first, a super duper small room is given to us. but when everyone is here, they changed the room till super big. i still can slp inside norhs. hahas. alot of english song is chosen, but at least some is chinese, so not too bad. hahas. but i tink everyone sing quite nice, make me dun really dare to sing. my singing sucks. hahas. everyone take turns to choose songs. me and zoe went back at around 3.40. cos too late alread, a bit tired and oso dun wana go home too late.

now sitting in front of the com yawning and hoping that food will appear in front of me, cos im super duper hungry !!! but cannt eat too late. if not i really will become a big fat pig. hahas. hmmm. end here le. photos i will post tmr. nites everyone. those who is looking at this post now should be slping. its not earli alread. hahahas.

2008-02-26T00:25:00.000-08:00

finally finally, i can FINALLY blog. you will nvr believe how long it took for the com to come to this page. hahas. actually, i have many many thin to say. but, by the time im in, half of the thin is gone. hahas. let see, start from sat stuff bahs :)

23 feb
went out for breakfast wid my mummy and brother , after tat went to fu nan to collect my laptop. pls dun ask me how much, cos i oso duno. hahas. took bus to vivo cos it cheaper and tink oso faster bahs. thanks siddiq for telling me the way :) anyway, im 30 mins earlier when i reach there so have sometime to do my stupid stuff. hahas. went home happily to try out my lap lap. guess wad. i dun have the password for the router. argh. its lyk..... end up spend my time watching the jap drama. hahas. but didnt manage to finish, cos papa scolding, so, went to bed instead :)

24 feb
suppose to start work at 11 but cannt make it because of some stuff. so i exchange wid pauline, thanks girl :) but still, i woke up even earlier than the time tat i need to go work. after the meal and went to work. i tot it will be a super bored day as usual, but end up it wasnt. i love tat day. firstly, our sales is good ( at least the best among all the day this week ) , GIRLS POWER !! hahas :x most importantly, i saw JJ( lin jun jie ) and he bought a bearbrick from us. i love him lots lots lahs. he not only brighten up my day, and oso boost our sales. hahaha !! guess wad, i did so many clumsy stuff when he is there, and my face turn super duper red, lucky no one saw except for pauline and one of the boss. hahas. wanted to take photo wid him de, but no one dare to ask, so end up nvr take. i oso saw cao guo hui wid his girlfriend. so pretty and slim. hahas. after my work, went down to ps to meet zoe they all. my mood was super good, until someone called, tat totally spoilt my mood. seriously, my mood really change. took the last mrt home and alighted at hougang. tried to call most of my girlfriend ( sorry if i nvr call you ), but no one was free. walked to the bus stop tinking lots and lots of stuff. intended to play MIA and walk walk till 2 plus den go hm. lucky sally lim sha li called me. so she tell me lots of ren sheng da dao, so went hm immediately. didnt have any mood to play com nor watch tv, so went to bed.
pls dun ask me anythin bout the details, dun wish to talk bout it. thanks :)

25 feb
woke up at 12 today and watch my naruto. hahas. after a while papa woke up and bring me and my brother out. went to collect my printer and went to the temple to bai tai shui. hehes. korkor tried to help me call up the person for the router de. in the end , manage to get the password. hahas. thanks lots lots. but, still quite difficult to use. duno y . hahas. hmmm. tmr working at 11 but ending at 8. tinking where to go after tat. hey girls, any plan after 8 jiu call me can :) gng bed soon . nites everyone. btw, anyone who got into NYP, accountancy, can tag my blog and tell me. for the time being, i cant find any friends yet :( bye.

i'm not gonna be affected by you anymore, i will be a cheerful and strong girl again :)

2008-02-19T13:16:00.000-08:00

today got back our result for the sch. i get into NYP accountancy. hahaha. im so sure tat my father will be super duper happy. for me, no comments. hahas. hmmm. meetin aline , zoe and some AC ppl for a movie. den after tat gng temple wid my family. so sian lahs. off day still wana spoil my mood. argh. end here le bahs. super bad mood now. mayb it will turn better later bahs :)

2008-02-19T13:05:00.000-08:00

long time since i last update. hmmm. so let me update some things bout V day. it wasnt as bad as i tot. hahas. receive some present some is super surprise one. zo oso got a surprise. hahas. quite sweet. hehes. after work went to slack wid zoe and some AC staff. so end up reach hm bout 1.20 bahs. not sure. so now is the pic time !!! :)

carebear !!! given by ??

sweets is given by TAN AH NING :)

SECOND SET CAREBEAR FROM ??? :)

2008-02-14T01:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY V DAY !!!!

finally MMC is back as one again. hahaha. hmmm. tmr is V day. and will be the most boring day of my life, nth special as usual. so just hope tat it wunt be so bored. and im working wid zo tmr !! yeah. at least im not alone. we 2 will xiang yi wei ming. hahas. nth much to blog. nites everyone :)

2008-02-12T03:10:00.000-08:00

FINALLY UPDATE FINISH MY NEW YR STUFF. HAHAHA :)

hmmm. we are together as girlfriend for 1500 days, but it took us only a day to break our friendship. no one is being blame, but this show clearly tat we are not as gd as ppl thought. ppl may envy, but dun judge a book by its cover. seriously, i really hope tat we will be back together. i tink this is wad everyone is tinking. but no matter wad the final conclusion, we are still friends, girlfriend, and besties. and pls rmb to sms me when you know wad sch you girls get in, pls :)

meeting zoe tmr, gng out to shop for my working shoes and wallet. hehes. she is coming to my hse. hahaha ! cos i duno wad shoes to wear, so... she will help me tink :)

actually im not workin on V day at first. when i heard bout the news, im lyk "HUH??" cos those ppl who is not workin is gng dating, and all singles will be working. so i will be lyk alone if im not working. so super duper lonely lahs. i dun wana be a loner tat day. no gift alreadi very ke lian, alone at home is even worst. and tink my brother bringing her gf back hm, so im suppose to be a lamppost ? tink they will curse me lahs. hahas. anyway, i end up got work. but not at vivo , but ps instead. better than nth. at least zoe can pei me, so both of us is not lonely. wahaha.

my carebear gng no stocks le :( no more carebear. duno when they will be coming. the small ones only left 8 lyk tat norhs. when at first is lyk super alot lahs. but now is lyk empty soon. hahas. aiya, end here le. talking wid zoe now :) nites. hope tat i can wake up tmr :)

2008-02-12T02:45:00.000-08:00

today have to go my cousin hse which is at bishan, den later gng to my da yi hse, at jurong. den gng work at vivo. im lyk travelling half of singapore lahs. bus and mrt fare super duper ex sia. so i wore another dress tat i bought at this fashion. i know it do look weird wid the long pants. but you cant expect me to bring so many thin ma. not as if im running away from hm. hahas. so i wore lyk tat to work, but i bring along my orange shirt so can change. hehes. photo time !! :)

2008-02-12T02:19:00.000-08:00

second day of new yr. today gng my ah ma hse. eatin the normal jia chang bian fan. hehes. but, i still love it alot. it the thought and hard work everyone put in together. hmmm. but my mother's prawn wasnt a success. so the big chef, my papa have to chu ma. hahas. so it turns out to be .. good. hahas. after meal, we went to play mahjong, nvr really lose or win. not much diff. hahas. hmmm. worn the yellow dress tat i bought at this fashion. zoe got the red ones :) photo time !! :)

MY COUSINS, BROTHERS :)
COUSINS,BROTHERS,ME AND AH MA :)
COUSINS AND ME :)

before leaving the hse :)